Should we really be offended by Matt Taylor's shirt?

Dr. Matt Taylor got famous as the project scientist who helped land a robotic probe on a comet last week. But he also got infamous for wearing a kinky shirt while giving progress report on the Rosetta mission. The purple shirt, including images of semi-naked women, was considered tacky, offensive and sexist by many, not only among fellow scientists.

Taylor gave an apology for his "big mistake" and cried in front of the cameras two days later, this time wearing a plain, navy blue hoodie.
Stating that a shirt is anti-feminist means entering a risky territory. I'm proud to be a feminist but I have to admit I wasn't offended by Taylor's shirt. I didn't feel like those images were threatening. Don't get me wrong as I'm well aware those blond badass girls represent just one of the many femininity types. While looking at them we're obviously more focused on their appearance rather than their inner qualities. But, again, it's just a shirt (designed by a woman, Elly Prizeman) and we seriously should be more concerned about movies posters and advertising campaigns photoshopping real women than about comic-like characters on a piece of clothing.
Some may say a shirt worn by the project scientist of an important space mission can't be just a garment. I certainly agree that such a clothing can be regarded as tasteless in a way, especially if you're wearing it during an official broadcasting like Taylor did. The scientist has tattooes covering most of his body and he decided to wear something definitely not traditional and geeky, in line with what I assume to be his personality. I really don't think he was trying to use his celebrity to convey a political or sexist message or make a statement about how science world considers women. If we blame him for such a thing, then why not doing the same and ban, for example, the people (men AND women) showing pin-up girls tattooes from important positions? Because it would be extremely discriminatory, that's why.
Many said Taylor was forced to apology, and if so, it would be really sad. Just as sad as some of the comments I've read on the Internet in defense of that shirt. The scientist's fashion choice is often supported by people (and I have to admit there are also women among them, bitterly) through an alarming anti-feminist attitude. Just have a look here and here. Ridiculing feminists protest claiming the right of wearing what they want like this issue was less reasonable than defending a scientist draped in hot women gives me the creeps. The misconception of feminism like a gender war is still too deep-rooted and needs to stop. The very core idea of feminism is equal rights and opportunities for both genders and this equality should be perceived even in ordinary things, like deciding freely what to wear. And this goes both ways.
It's 2014, folks. We can land on a comet, but we can't dress the way we want to without causing an uproar. Now that's outrageous.

#SELFIE directed by

I was waiting for the tube at King's Cross the first time I said the word 'selfie' out loud. It was August of 2013 and selfie was ready to become a thing. My friend and I were trying, and possibly failing, to take a picture of us when a blond guy asked if he could help. I laughed and thanked him, but no: 'It's called selfie for a reason.'
I've never imagined back then that 'selfie' would be The Oxford Dictionaries Word of the Year 2013. Now, selfie is kind of a mania. Either we're having a great time, a bad time or simply a meh time, we feel the urge of turning our moments into shots to post on Instagram, Twitter, Facebook or wherever we can get a bunch of likes and some sympathy.
So one day I came up with this unusual idea of combining selfies and cinema. I was making fun of a friend totally psyched about viral videos and stuff, but he actually liked it and there you go. We chose 7 directors among the most iconic of contemporary cinematography (from Quentin Tarantino to Wes Anderson, via Woody Allen and David Lynch) and imagined what a selfie directed by them would look like.
Enjoy!

Channel4 Utopia cancelled, is the Network to blame?

It's official. Channel4 has announced Utopia won't return for a 3rd season.

The dystopian drama created by Dennis Kelly which got us glued to the couch has been cancelled due to low ratings. This is insane as it's hard to imagine a person not becoming enthusiast about Utopia after watching the first episode.
Here's my reactions, in this order.

I immediately blamed The Network for this. That would be its perfect final conspiracy, just think about it. But this is real and the only network to blame is Channel4. 

A Wilson Wilson picture posted on the Utopia official Facebook page confirmed this decision to the fans of the show.

'We are so sad to say goodbye, but we'll always have that spoon.'

Haha. We'll have that spoon, right. But we'll never learn more about Janus. We'll never find out if Pietre is going to save the day or if Wilson Wilson will be a better Mr. Rabbit than his charming predecessor Milner. But most important, we'll never know what happened to Jessica Hyde, Becky, Ian and Philip Carvel.

Well, at least not the British ones we got used to during the last two series.

Brace yourselves as a very unnecessary US remake is on its way. The American version of Utopia - directed by David Fincher (Fight Club, The Social Network and the dense political drama House of Cards) - is due to arrive on HBO in 2015. 

I've always been suspicious of US remakes of European movies or TV shows. Some are quite good, but most of them are just made to exploit another country successful ideas by adding Hollywood big money and names to impress. One for all, the American remake of the 2009 Swedish film The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo. Speaking of remakes, I still have to take a look at Gracepoint, the US version of the British crime Broadchurch I loved to watch last year.

Back to Utopia, I'm not sure whether the US remake will be able to convey the same atmosphere as the original show, which had at least 5 strong points.

1. The plot can drive you crazy. I liked the fact that Janus, the project aiming for the sterilisation of the world in order to reduce population and consequently poverty, is presented like something horrible yet justifiable. Utopia is the perfect tapestry to reunite all the threads of several national, European and international conspiracies. The dystopic final design is made up of the worldwide known events and the almost unkown ones, both of them significant to understand the bigger pattern. I'm pretty sure Americans will add a little more 9/11 and JFK to the whole thing.

2. The photography is one of the marktrade of the British conspiracy thriller (season 2 premiere in 4:3 set in the 70s is a little masterpiece). The saturated, vivid landscapes almost seem a counterpart to the gloomy reality protagonists have to face.

3. There are three iconic elements in the C4 Utopia: the opening theme by Cristobal Tapia; the catchphrase of the show 'Where is Jessica Hyde?'; the particular technicolor yellow shade used for the opening credits and to emphasize details throughout the episodes known now as Utopia Yellow.

4. Jessica and the others of the gang makes a great team of characters. I can't even imagine other faces to embody the protagonists at this point. Not to mention their different accents. I'm sad thinking about the fact I'll never hear Paul Higgins's Michael Dugdale say "fuck" with his Scottish accent anymore.

5. Another Scot I'll miss is Rose Leslie. I've already declared my love for her and her Game of Thrones character Ygritte here. However, her portrayal of young Milner won me over for good. I hope they let her come back for the American Utopia on HBO, the same network as GoT.

I can't be anything but disappointed for this unexpected cancellation. No, I'm not psyched about HBO Utopia because Channel4 Utopia already had everything a good conspiracy thriller needs.

Trust no one. The Network can be watching us, but we're definitely not going to watch their network any time soon.

This Is The End: 5 Not-So-Serious Tips for Facing The Apocalypse and Other Serious Catastrophes

Summer can be boring. Boredom levels can dramatically increase if you're in the middle of a post vacation blues and forced to live in the post apocalyptic scenario of your small hometown. But movies can help. I've watched something like 7 movies in one day and a half not feeling guilty for a second. Alright, I was supposed to study, but is studying really an option when you can watch a catastrophic yet superfunny movie? No. That's what I thought when I decided to give This Is The End a go. 

This hilarious movie directed by Seth Rogen and Evan Goldberg involves a bunch of Hollywood actors playing exaggerated versions of themselves. While attending a party at James Franco's new supercool place, they have to face the apocalypse and try to survive. I watched it with my bestie and some guy friends who, although brave for dealing with hot weather while staying in town, are nothing like Rogen's gang, especially not like James Franco. Sorry, guys.

This Is The End seemed to be the best possible way to make my night better for two reasons: my love for a certain kind of wicked humor and for Emma Watson, who's among the partygoers at Franco's. I've never recovered from my Hermione phase, actually. Speaking of celebrity infatuation, I have a massive crush on Jay Baruchel which I'm still trying to cope with and it's all thanks to this movie (and a tiny bit because of How To Train Your Dragon, okay). 

Apart from the many, many celebrities you can spot here - from Mindy Kaling to a really unexpected Michael Cera - you shouldn't forget what this is all about. Apocalypse means demons, possessions and huge chasms in the ground. Not cool at all, isn't it? Just don't worry. This Is The End provides some really good tips everyone facing a supernatural catastrophe should bear in mind.

1. Have Fun

It can be the zombie invasion or Judgement Day. Whatever it is, there's a 99% chance you can do very little about it, so why don't you try to have fun in the meantime? Ok, I know not all of us are Hollywood stars and live in the same cool, crazy house as James Franco in the movie. However, I'm pretty sure we can find our own ways to crack up once we have dealt with the "we're all gonna die" thing.

Well, I would.

2. Try Not to Spend Your Last Days on Earth with Someone You Wouldn't Invite to a Party ...

... but if you do, be sure not to kick him or her out of the house unless you want your face to be eaten at any time later. And always check the bathtub.

3. Never Mess with a Girl Carrying an Axe

Emma Watson proves to be a badass and manages to survive, no magic involved this time. She shows up at Franco's to get some rest, but a misunderstanding with the guys upsets her so much she ends up threatening them with her axe. Come on, who wouldn't act like her in the same situation? She could've asked for an explanation, maybe. I was a bit surprised myself she didn't go for a "Errr, I'm afraid I might have overheard your conversation, could you possibly tell me what's happening here, please?", but this is the freaking apocalypse, mate. There's no time to be polite.

4. Hide Away Your Milky Way

Setting up a ration system for food and water supplies is a very democratic solution, but you might want to be a litte selfish and treat yourself. Let other people have the beef jerky and don't let them know there's one Milky Way left. Everyone's got their favorite treat for rainy days (mine are cinnamon rolls, in case you were wondering) and, seriously, is there a better time to yield to a delicious temptation than during a global catastrophe? This could be your last Milky Way EVER, just think about it.

5. Be Honest with Your Friends

Remember to be honest with your besties and don't keep secrets that may ruin your friendship (hiding your Milky Way is one little exception and is totally fine). In particular, if anyone knows one of your secrets in times of trouble, you can bet he or she will spill it as soon as possible to get rid of some survivalist pressure. And it could be really awkward. Telling the truth is something you should do all the time, but it's even more important in case of apocalypse. Your sins will find you one way or another, huh? I guess the end of the world isn't really a good time to prove this saying wrong.

A Funeral Eulogy For Ygritte

Ygritte, the wildling who knew everything

No matter how many characters George R.R. Martin has already killed so far, you will never ever get used to death in Game Of Thrones. I was just recovering from Oberyn's defeat (and I'm not ashamed to admit I turned away while watching the final moments of the combat) when another amount of dead bodies was put on screen to remind you life is fleeting, especially if you live in Westeros.

Let me say that when one of those corpses belongs to your favorite character it is just heartbreaking. You only want to sit on the couch eating cookies and ice-cream forever and pretend there will be no more episodes without him or her. That's exactly what happened to me with Ygritte. The Wildling portrayed by Rose Leslie had me at the very first "You know nothing, Jon Snow", this one I guess

I found her and Jon beyond cute together. They were my OTP or whatever you young people call this romantic shit. Despite my naivety and my romantic expectations (which I usually set very high, at least when it comes to TV shows) I've always been well aware of the fact that they weren't going anywhere. Ygritte and Jon didn't share the same cause to fight for. The first proud not to belong to anybody and ready to die to stay free, the latter a Crow, bearing a heavy burden of honor and responsibilities. Yet they loved each other, against all the differences, the hostility of other Wildlings and the Night's Watch Oath.

Now we all know Martin's got a thing with separating couples in the most horrible ways, so I was ready to cry my heart out like I did at the Red Wedding. And the big guy didn't disappoint me.

I'll never forget the look on Ygritte's face when Jon went away, heading to Castle Black and to his previous life as a Crow. Being abandoned should have sounded worse than death to a woman who's not afraid of being killed on the battlefield and yet got trust issues. She was definitely looking for revenge but she couldn't help being in love with Jon, so she didn't kill him when she had the chance.

Has Jon Snow been pretending all the time? I don't think so. Ygritte reminded him all he gave up when he joined the Night's Watch. I guess such a complete freedom scared him away, just like the possibility to be called a traitor by his fellows.

Did Jon Snow deserve Ygritte's arrows? Well, maybe a couple.

Don't you think such a moving yet a bit violent farewell between the two was enough? Well, Martin surely doesn't. I knew something really bad was on the way for the two of them especially since it seems that in GoT two lovers can be more or less happily back together after a separation only if they have the same family name. My fears turned into reality wandering on Tumblr, the most dangerous source of images you may not want to have a look at if you're an unconscious fan of an adapted-from-the-book TV show.

Ygritte and Jon last met during one of the most ferocious battles ever, the greatly anticipated fight between Wildlings and Crows at Castle Black. She was ready to kill him and finally prove to herself and her people she wasn't a weak woman in love with the enemy. She was almost there. And then Jon decided to smile at her. A smile which makes you wonder how in the Seven Kingdoms is possible to have such a perfect teeth bite when you've just got punched in your mouth by a crazy cannibal bald guy. Seriously.

I bet Ygritte was putting her bow down, I know that, but it was too late. That Olly kid who did nothing but shit his pants during the whole battle decided to kill her as his first target. Well done, Olly. Jon holding Ygritte for the very last time while all around them was fire and blood broke my heart.

Losing your favorite female character can be very distressing. I had found the perfect combination of humour, love and independence, all in one woman. Ygritte wasn't all about silk dresses, mean tricks and dictatorial attention-seeking decisions (sorry I'm not sorry, Daenerys). She was just honest and I will mourn her for long focusing all my hopes on Arya Stark, the two badass girls having in common a taste for revenge against injustice. Some may say I like female characters only if they act like men, but that's not the point. I root for girls who fight for what they believe in, no matter how they do it. Ygritte shot arrows and used the spear like a real warrior, yet her fighting skills have very little to do with the reasons why she's inspiring to me. Yes, she was with Jon Snow off and on-screen (which is definitely a bonus), but most of all she was (using the past tense here is killing me) passionate, self-aware and true. She lived as a free woman and that's something you shouldn't take for granted either in Westeros or elsewhere. And she died in a proper castle, not just a tower!

Ygritte, you will be missed.

You can mourn her (and many many others to come) here.

5 Reasons I Loved The Perks of Being a Wallflower (in the end)

The silverlinings of standing on the edge of life. I've always been curious about this book, especially when the movie was released. Since a few friends told me the novel is way better, I decided to read it before watching the film. Actually, I still have to watch it, but I do love Emma Watson. Despite my Hermione obsession, I wanted a book with no movie poster as a cover, which I usually don't like, exception made for Roald Dahl's Fantastic Mr. Fox as the movie is by Wes Anderson and I adore him. However, I bought Stephen Chbosky's book in English, a British edition with a light blue paperboard cover.

I have to admit I kept my expectations very low because I thought I was about to read another sociopath teen novel about how everything can be rough and how love can save your life. And when I started reading, it was just like that. This guy, Charlie, well, he is kind of sociopath and awkward and strange and definitely an overthinker. The first half of the book gets you depressed to the core. You start getting annoyed by the incredible amount of different thoughts a 16 year-old guy can have about people and photographs of people and relationships with people. All you want to do is scream at this guy to get the girl and shut the fuck up because you're getting sad and you don't even know why. But if you were, you'd be missing the point. So no, I wouldn't say this is a Bathroom Book. It's more of a Train Book or an Airport Waiting Room Book.
The airport at night was just where I began to understand The Perks of Being a Wallflower and now I'm grateful to the people sleeping there and the silent people looking at those big screens and even to the people picking their noses thinking nobody saw them. Now I'm writing like Charlie does in his letters and I'm not sure this is good. So I'll cut it short. Here's the list of the 5 reasons I loved the book, at the very end.

1. Charlie is a positive guy. I'm truly sorry I misunderstood him in the first place. He always sees the best in others, even in people who don't deserve that. I'm kind of like that myself more than I used to be as a teen. I'm not saying people are all good and nobody will ever hurt you. I know it isn't an easy thing to do, but I try to understand others' behaviour and empathize with their reasons, even if they could be wrong. Understanding someone who's acting right is definitely easy, as easy as jabbing at them when they do very stupid things and I'm quite sure easy doesn't always mean fair.

2. Charlie loves his parents and does his best to let them know. I'm not a family person and I show very little affection to my parents. I guess this is normal when you argue all the time about silly and big things and there's a huge lack of communication. Anyway, I should be more understanding to my parents just as I try to be to people I don't know, as I said in the above point. I find myself thinking about death every now and then. I know this is pretty stupid now, but one day they'll be gone and when I think of that I feel really bad for all the times I made them feel sorry or sad or angry, especially for those times I could've tried to be nicer and I didn't.

3. Charlie loves his siblings. I'm an only child and I used to love it when I was a 4 year-old little bitch and I could have all the toys for me without sharing any, but now I don't. Plus, my family is quite small and we don't see each other very often, not even on national holidays. I'm scared of loneliness most of all yet I know one day I'll be my own family and I have to learn how to get by alone. That's something you will never worry about when you have a brother or a sister. Some time ago, a close friend of mine told me if she ever happens to be in trouble, she'll end up at her brother's. She said it like it was the most natural thing in the world and I felt a bit sorry for myself because I'll never know what this really means. I guess friends are kind of a family to us, poor only children, so I do hope one or two of them will save a spare room above the garage for me, like Chandler and Monica did with Joey in Friends. You know, just in case.

4. Charlie is special, but he doesn't know he is until Bill tells him. The novel is all about the everyone-is-special-in-their-own-way thing. I guess this could be true, except for some people who could be erased from the world and make it a better place to live in. Well, I don't hate anyone that much, actually, because hate takes too much energy and I don't have such a big supply. Back to the point, I'm pretty sure nobody knows they're special until someone says they are and makes them aware of that. Being special is something you cannot be by yourself. You need another person to let you know you're better than the ordinary crap surrounding you and when it happens, it is just great.

5. Charlie lives in the 90s. The novel is set between 1991 and 1992. Chbosky's 90s smell like sweaty band tees, cheap alcohol and burnt tyres. I have to say I loved reading of those times when people made mixed tapes, only used home phones and desperation was handwritten. I tried to picture what being a wallflower would be in the 2010s and the scenario is kind of pathetic rather than poetic. Charlie would have spent his days on Sam's Facebook and Instagram. There wouldn't have been any of those dramatic waits for a phone call from one of his friends because he could have used Whatsapp straight away. I bet he wouldn't have read all those books Bill gave him because he would have been too busy tweeting his feelings out and it's a shame, because that way Bill wouldn't have found out Charlie was special and neither would have Charlie himself. So, best time setting, cultural and musical references ever.

My HIMYM Finale

I need to write something about it.

I waited for hours for the finale of all finales to start yesterday. As I don't live in the US, it wasn't that easy to watch it with the rest of the world. I had an eye on Jeopardy! in the meantime and thanks to a countless number of ads I know exactly who's the democratic candidate you should vote for in Pennsylvania, go Tom!

It's 2 am finally and HIMYM starts, for the very last time.

The video quality is shitty and it lags every 2 minutes, which causes me something very close to a nervous breakdown. I am well aware I'm in the middle of the night, so I keep calm and try to focus on what Carter & Craig had prepared for all the fans.

I even miss a bit of the first part, but then it is quite okay. And it is just beautiful.

I've read a lot of negative comments today on the Internet and I have to say I don't know exactly how I feel about the finale. The only thing I know is that it didn't disappoint me. And here the spoiler part comes, so if you haven't seen the finale yet, you may not want to read this. Really, you don't want to. Go make (or smoke?) a sandwich someplace else.

I've hoped for Robin and Ted to be together since the show started. I had temperature, I was in high school and I didn't know anything about life (more or less like today), yet I did want them to be a couple. Truth is I felt immediately really close to Robin in the way she is and in the way she commits to achieving her job dream. Casually, her final goal is mine too, as I've always wanted to become a journalist and travel the world. Ted is way more concerned about settling down and starting a family. All the blue French horns in the world are of little use for two people who want such different things in life and they eventually break up.

And that's when I started hoping.

You may think I'm a bit of a dreamer (read idiot) to think that the girl who's introduced to us like "Aunt Robin" would become the other half of the Mosby universe in the end, but I wanted to believe, like Marshall did with Nessie.

So, yes, I liked the finale. I even cried a bit while watching. I was glad, despite the fact it was a bit unfair and melancholic. So is life, but that doesn't mean sadness should prevent you to enjoy the ride. I don't agree with some of the disappointed fans who think that the show should have ended at season 2, if the writers wanted Robin and Ted to be together. The timing between them wasn't just right. Robin is the one who said "Timing's a bitch" and it really was that way for her and Ted.

I love the way they stay friends anyway, yet we all know it is way more than that. Especially for Ted. He doesn't hide he is around the corner waiting for her to be ready, yet I think their friendship is real. He's always been there for her, like no one else has. And then, when she has doubts on her wedding day with Barney and confesses Ted maybe she should be with him, Ted pushes her away. She deserves that a bit, honestly. I'd say it is kind of Aldrin justice.

And she does deserve to see Ted's happiness with The Mother. At this point, he is ready for someone else, for a new perspective in life. Ted isn't the same person anymore, but neither is Robin. While he's enjoying his happy years with Tracy (now we finally know her name!), Robin and Barney split up and she gets away from the gang, leaving a brokenhearted Lily and becoming a very famous reporter. She and Ted both have experiences meanwhile, they both find new places, new people, they both just live, like the rest of the group. And I wouldn't call that "pointless".

I'm a HIMYM lover, but I'm not blind. The show quality got worse in the last two seasons. I guess Carter Bays and Craig Thomas had some troubles in carrying on a TV show they wrote taking inspiration from their own lives while they were just playing for The Solids and not knowing it would get that successful. The show is undeniably long, but it is funny all the time. Focusing on Barney and Robin's wedding for a whole season was maybe a tricky choice for such a brief relationship. I guess it was just another way of throwing us off about the finale and it did work out.

I didn't like the fact we've seen so little of The Mother during season 9. We should probably have seen more of her with Ted. The Mother is the most perfect girl on this Earth to become Mrs Mosby. Tracy and Ted have so many things in common and I believe the love they share is damn real. I don't think Ted doesn't love her because of Robin. I think he loves The Girl With The Yellow Umbrella just for that.

After all the heartbreaks in his life he needs someone to be the other half of a perfect pair. That's why I think her death is the only possible way for such a big love to end. And that's why I think getting divorced is the right way for Barney and Robin to break up, instead. They were in love yet not so compatible like Ted and The Mother and they realize that before you can say "Legendary".

There are different kinds of love in life, let's face that. None of them is unique, none of them lasts forever. Robin and Ted's isn't perfect and easy. It's just a kind of love which takes time to get right. It's mature and I guess it'll be long-lasting because of all the years it took to become real. In 2030, when Ted begins to tell the whole story to his kids, he and Robin are 50 something (and still no wrinkles, wow!). It's high time for these two old guys to enjoy their right timing for once. They have my blessing.

My HIMYM Playlist

HIMYM is going to end in less than 24 hours. For those of you who know me, you already are aware I'm going to mourn forever. Better with some ice cream and alcohol.

For those of you who don't, well, let's say I spent my afternoon creating a playlist on Spotify with my favourite songs, picking out from all the 9 seasons and feeling blue. If you're anything like me, and you're going to be desperate too, there you go. Nothing is better than a good playlist of songs recalling beautiful and sad memories at once.

https://play.spotify.com/user/11126830844/playlist/0QggwUVSExxTjgbHuMH3W0

Girls

Girls season finale. Did I like it? I did. A lot of things happened during this season 3. Charlie and Marnie broke up. I used to think Charlie was the cutest guy on Earth and Marnie didn't deserve him, before learning he's a jerk. Or maybe being with Marnie isn't that easy as she's a huge control freak. Anyway, I would like him to come back next season, you hear me, HBO? So maybe Marnie will stop trying to be with all the guys she can't have just because she feels insecure. Adam gets a role on a Broadway production. I can't believe it, considering he spends half his life on a couch doing nothing but jerking off. Hannah still strives to become a writer and not being consumed by ambition and jealousy. Jessa finally admits she's a junkie, which makes her the most honest character of all. I love the fact she tries to help Beedie killing herself, that's very sweet and brave of her. I don't love exactly when Beedie changes her mind after having swallowed the whole contents of her pill jar. I guess it's not easy, but euthanasia is really something you should focus on before it is definitely too late. Shoshanna? Well, I don't like her much, first of all because I can't stand her tone of voice. And guess what? She dumped Ray like he was the greatest loser of all time and then, when she finds out he'd slept with Marnie, she wants him back! Definitely too easy.

Not a single good thing happened in this season finale, except maybe for Hannah being accepted at Iowa Writers' Workshop (any place left? just wondering).

That's the point with Girls, it always has. I've been watching it since the first episode was released and I can remember I was so excited because I felt it was something I belonged to. Something which was so close to real life of young people it hurt like hell watching. I guess this is pretty unexpected for a TV show, to be that real. We mostly want to be entertained when we turn on TV. Girls isn't entertaining at all in the way we would like it to be. Not in the sense it's not funny, because it is. Lena Dunham is one of the most talented writers of her age. I'd be the happiest person alive if I could get some of her writing talent one day. Girls is more like a punch in the face. You didn't see it coming and when you get someone's just hit you, you're ready to hit back. Then, you realize you're only going to crash your weak fist in your reflection in the mirror and you feel numb. I think it's one of the few shows which can picture perfectly what's like being 20-something today and not make you feel like everything's easy because it's not, really. And the soundtrack is pretty amazing, which is definitely a bonus. Everytime I watch an episode I tell myself I'm going to download all the beautiful tracks in it, but obviously I forget to. The only thing I know for sure is that I do want the job of the guy who's paid to pick out the songs. It must be one of the best jobs in the world, just think about it. You're at your desk with you coffee mug listening to new bands and match them with different scenes. Then, once approved, you go home with the awareness that people will feel sad for a song which made you feel sad in the first place, or in a good mood for another song which made you glad. It's like being the God of tunes. You play with people's feelings and they don't even know. But maybe my imagination is running a little bit too wild.

I am happy there's going to be a season 4, anyway. I must admit I've cried sometimes while watching TV shows or movies because I was sorry for my favourite character and experiencing a deep empathic moment. I am a sensitive person, don't blame for that. Girls is different. The times I've cried for it I did it because I was feeling sorry for myself, no favourite characters involved. I haven't a favourite characters among the four of them, actually. This is another thing I do love about Girls. Hannah, Marnie, Jessa and Shoshanna are far from being perfect. They're full of flaws but that's what makes them real. I love all the Girls in different ways, but none of them is exactly a role model and that's a good thing because neither are we. I don't need to watch another Tv show with a supergorgeous, fairylike protagonist (Rory Gilmore, I still love you, anyway) and feel like my life's crap when I can see how Girls' lives are as crappy as mine.

This is a pretty selfish thought, isn't it? I've never said I am not a self-involved bitch but Girls taught me it's almost okay to be that way.

Her

I hope you all agree that Her should have won more than just one Academy Award. I can suggest the one for Best song, which went to the very annoying Frozen song. Honestly, I really can't see what you all are concerned about. An average Disney movie, not even the best one so far, beautiful location as I love Nordic countries, but that's all. The song is quite good, is very Disney, but an Oscar for that? No way. Karen O deserved that, if you guys from the Academy didn't want to be politically correct and gave it to the Mandela song by U2 which was actually pretty good.

Was The Moon Song the only thing I enjoyed of Her? Hell no. The story is beautiful and romantic without being cheesy or banal and I guess in the end the Oscar for Best Original Screenplay was the most appropriate for such a kind of movie.

I even faced my hatred for Scarlett Johansson (which has nothing to do with the fact she's undoubtfully gorgeous and she's got a breast I can never ever grow, no matter how many pregnancies I'll have) and really liked her voice performance. The movie is set in a future but not scary Los Angeles where computers, apps and softwares are a huge part of daily life for everybody. A green-eyed and moustached Joaquin Phoenix is Theodore, a sensitive guy whose job is making up letters for every occasion at BeautifulHandwrittenLetters.com. That sounds a bit like Tom and his greeting cards from (500) Days of Summer, and the tendency to melancholia and unhappy love is quite the same. Theodore is getting divorced and hasn't had a date in ages. He seems so unwilling to start a relationship he (spoiler!) even rejects Olivia Wilde and we all know that nobody could do that and be in his right mind. Theodore feels alone and buys this new operative system with a consciousness, programmed to be like a real person. He's charmed by Samantha's non-metallic, hoarse voice and they start a relationship which eventually turns into love. Now don't imagine any kind of relationship between a sort of robot and a human being, because it's not. Samantha talks, makes jokes, laughs, gets angry and feels like a person and maybe that's the point. The film isn't a love story between a man and an operative system, it's a love story - fullstop. That's why I don't think Theodore chooses Samantha because it's easier and less complicated than dating a person with a body. He chooses to be with her after having experienced all the other possibilities reality can offer to a quite handsome, even if moany, man. And that's the core of pure and mature love. I guess instead she loves him back because she knows little else and starts getting away when she comes to experience how wide the world can be, especially if it's an infinite, borderless virtual one.

The movie really broadens your mind about the way people act in relationships and deal with love. I left the theatre and felt like huge, thinking of all the connections we make in our lives and how we really need to experience the sense of possession to feel we're in love with someone. This kind of awareness leaves you speechless, while images of a beautiful LA roll on the screen, made even more beautiful through a great colour grading which guessed right the perfect tint. I've never been a LA person as I picture myself more like an East Coast girl, but Spike Jonze made me enjoy the sunny skyline like no director before. Plus, am I the only one thinking he's hot? Because, let me tell you that, he is and I wouldn't mind at all if he played any song on the uke for me. No offense, Joaquin.

There's only one Kate in London

Il n'y a que Kate Moss qui est éternelle.

This guy from Belgium, Stromae, sings this line in his song Tous les mêmes. I don't like him that much, but this sentence struck me because it's so true and by the way this post is not about him, it's about her. Or better HER.

She turned 40 last January and she's still amazing. I turned 2+4 a few weeks ago and I'm terrified about spotting a wrinkle anywhere on my face. Kate is like some sort of goddess with no age. She still looks like the girl on the beach as in Corinne Day's pics and anyone who saw the film About Time will understand me.

Anyway, I won't bother any of you with facts you all can see, particularly on this Playboy cover.

Kate is not that tall, not that curvy, not that traditionally beautiful, yet I do adore her. I can't even remember where my adoration comes from, I can only recall memories of a younger me buying obsessively Rimmel mascara and lipsticks to get the London look. I learnt it's something you can't buy, it's just something you have or not, and I still have to decide if I can get some.

So now imagine when I got to London nine months ago now (sigh) and I was having this interview for an internship with the coolest boss in the world, an English photographer who also happens to be one of the best persons I've met so far in my life. I had applied as editor for the blog he runs together with a website providing London pics to magazines, newspapers and other websites. We were chatting drinking coffee and he told me, totally unaware of my addiction, that one week earlier or so he and his assistant had shot Kate Moss (no guns involved) for some holography picture. They helped this cool guy Chris Levine (the creator) with Jeff Robb (the maker), who already took the holography of Queen Lizzie currently at the National Portrait Gallery. My face when I realize that if I had got to London a bit earlier I could've helped them with the shooting was priceless. The face I put up when he told me she was supernice and "tiny, just like you" was even more ridiculous, as I tried to conceal and not to look too excited about it.

From that moment on I spent a significant part (more significant than I would admit) of my summer chasing Kate, trying to spot her in Primrose Hill, where she lives, and in one of her favourite pubs nearby. Nothing. And then, wandering on the Internet, I found out she'd been spotted on some yacht in Calabria. Can you believe that? I couldn't.

Timing between me and Kate has never been right.

There was an exhibition in London for her 40th birthday in January and February and of course I went back there in March. And Topshop will launch a new collection designed by Kate in April.

A few months later, timing is still a bitch.

However, when I got back home to Italy last fall I hadn't bumped into Kate. That was one of my summer's biggest regrets. But then one day, my boss from the internship emailed me and ask me for my postal address, which I gave him. A few days later, my mom handed me a small yellow packet. It said DO NOT BEND in red.

Remember Kate's holography? The original, big one was sold at Christie's for £115,875. The envelope contained a smaller yet precious version my boss sent me.

My adoration was complete.

The Grand Budapest Hotel

Let's picture a table reading with Wes Anderson. I can see a bunch of old friends getting back together for the first day of school. They sit quietly. Then two of them glance up (usually Jason Schwartzman and Edward Norton), grinning at each other and they start throwing paper balls. Someone draws stylised genitalia (or even realistic genitalia, don't ask me why but Owen Wilson seems a pretty talented artist to me) on a colleague's script (I'd say Tilda Swinton's) and they laugh and giggle until long-haired Wes calls them all to order.

Okay, maybe this vision is way beyond every professional actor's imagination, but let's pretend it happened. And I bet it was just like that during the making of The Grand Budapest Hotel.

The events are introduced by The Author (inspired by the Austrian novelist Stefan Zweig), recalling a visit to the Budapest Hotel in the late 1960s, a decade in which its glory days are over. We follow the Young Author Jude Law meeting Zero Moustafa, the owner of the Budapest who's willing to tell him about his life and the reason why he doesn't want to close down the hotel. And that's when the real story begins.

Ralph Fiennes (he has the nose in this one) is Monsieur Gustave H., more than a concierge of a super luxurious hotel in the fictional Republic of Zubrowka in 1932. He makes sure everything's perfect and guests are happy, especially if they're needy and blonde. He also mentors Zero, the new shy lobby boy apprentice, starting sort of a friendship with him. But tragedy awaits. War is getting closer and it's not easy for anyone to pass the border. But this is little trouble for Gustave, more concerned about the mysterious death of one of his special guests, Madame D. She is found dead in her mansion and the concierge is convicted for murder, but ready to prove his innocence with the support of Zero and his girlfriend Agatha, who also happens to be a very crafty baker at Mendl's and will provide help in an unexpected way.

The film is extremely funny in that peculiar Anderson style we all know and love. Dialogues between Zero and Gustave are so witty and cynical it was hard for my armchair neighbours to watch themselves. There's also some average bloody scenes, cut off fingers and A LOT of dead bodies. And after all that, you're all craving for your happy ending, right? Well, you shouldn't. Moonrise Kingdom taught us it can't rain all the time and sun will always come up in the end and stuff like that. We all exited the theatre in a positive mood in some sense. Uh-uh. The Grand Budapest Hotel leaves you with some gracious sadness, if such a kind of sadness has ever existed. You find yourself thinking about the passing of time and how things change, sometimes not in a good way. You understand why the art of telling a story is important to keep people alive even if they're not and how you can be attached to places reminding you of what you loved the most. The best thing (which is my favourite thing in every Anderson movie) is that you don't even realize you're getting sad while watching. There could be blood, and death, and breaking up but all of these things together are presented in such a visual perfection and harmony you can't help yourself enjoying them and know they are right where they're supposed to be. Plus, you don't have time to get really desperate because you're too involved laughing at those wonderful lines and appreciate the perfect ensemble of characters written for the first time by Anderson alone.

It worths every penny of the 12.50 I spent to watch it. Anyway, if going to the cinema was a little less expensive in England I'd be a lot happier.

How am I supposed to live after HIMYM finale?

How I Met Your Mother is going to end. I remember what my first thought was when I read creator Carter Bays’ announcement on his Twitter about the last episode EVER, airing on March, 31st: AND NOW?
CBS has announced that they’ll shoot a pilot of How I Met Your Dad starring Greta Gerwig, but I’m not quite sure how fans will react to this.

I’ve always suffered because of TV shows finales. I was too young when Friends said goodbye, yet I was reasonably sad anyway. HIMYM has stayed with me in the good and the bad and now I feel I’m losing a friend (doesn’t sound weird, does it? I think it’s perfectly normal to develop a deep, awkward relationship with TV shows as if they were real, so don’t blame me for that). Just like a close friend, HIMYM taught me a few things I want to share with you.

1. Never go to a first date with unshaved legs

This one is easy. Even if you’re not sure about the guy or you don’t have enough time (find it!), you never ever know if your night out could take a good turn. So shave your legs preemptively and you’ll avoid ending up in the restaurant toilet begging the horrible waitress for something foamy. No, cream cheese is not an option.

2. Nothing good happens after 2 am

There are very rare exceptions: giving birth to a baby could be one of these, but not in my case as I’m not future Mrs. Mosby. When an idea comes to my mind after that time (I’d say even after 1 am, if I had spent the previous hour with a considerable number of drinks, “thank you, Linus!”) seems incredibly smart and puts me in a “IT COULD WORK!” mood. Inevitably, that same idea turns into catastrophe the morning after. So sleep your troubles away. There’s nothing like a good 8 hours sleep (okay, I won’t fool anyone, I usually sleep something like 5 or 6 hours per night, if I’m lucky, but it works quite well anyway) and focus on the point the next day. Your face skin will thank you.

3. Being friends with an ex is not impossible, it’s just freaking hard

Whoever said being friends with an ex is impossible? Well, most of the time it’s as hard as a brick in your back, but there’s a way. Ted and Robin stayed friends after their relationship. It wasn’t simple, mostly because Ted was so clearly still in love with her. However, I truly believe in their friendship apart from his feelings. I like the way they support each other. Someone may call it love, and could be, in a sort of way. When you do care for somebody you don’t want him or her to go away. After a break-up recovery time, of course, in which passive-aggressive voice messages (what if Robin had downloaded Girls’ Forbid app on her phone?) aren’t included. If it’s mutual, there’s a chance to make the friendship work.

4. Pause the fight

Fights could be tricky. You could say (read yell) things you don’t mean and that could be gross. I’m not always able to think rationally when I’m fighting over something I care about with somebody I care about, so I should try to use more Marshall and Lily’s approach. Pausing the fight doesn’t mean you’re faking peace. A little break lest you blow off some steam and think about the argument quietly so you won’t ruin everything. It could work for any kind of relationship: teen and parents, impulsive lovers, sharp-tongued friends.

5. Accepting 10 slaps in a row is wiser, but 5 to be issued from now to eternity is way funnier

Okay, slaps have increased in number during the years, becoming 8 (remember the Ducky Tie? Barney didn’t want to wear it, three more slaps for him). We’re still waiting for the last one to be issued after the hilarious Tarantino style Slappointment in Slapmarra episode in which Marshall learns the fine art of slapping in order to give his well-dressed friend a perfect 7th slap. Should Barney have chosen 10 slaps in a row? No. Anyway, I wouldn’t ever slapbet against someone with Marshall’s hands size.

6. Bass players are cool, cooler if they’re girls

I’ve always tried to find my place in the wide musical instruments world. As a child I tried with piano, but that was not just my style. And then it was guitar time. But, again, no. I decided at a very recent point in my life that bass could be the solution and, even if I can only play a couple of songs (for now!), I know it will work out. Plus, according to a very accurate research (test included two friends, one lover and, of course, Ted Mosby and his cliché sexual fantasies), guys find female bass players quite attractive, which is sort of a bonus.

7. To everything there is a season

This is probably my favorite line ever in HIMYM. For those of you who really are into the show, you’ll certainly remember it’s written right outside the church of the wedding-to-be between Barney and Robin. Waiting for our season could be disappointing and exhausting, face it. The perfect chance will come sooner or later to those who can be patient, they say. But if you’re not, just like me, well, you can help fate a little bit. It’s not over until it’s over, isn’t it? So try harder and harder, just like Ted did with Robin. I still ship them and I do hope they’ll find a way (even if I think The Mother is great), but I know you also have to be strong and let someone you love go, when the time comes.

That’s what I’m going to do with HIMYM. Let it go, mourn for a reasonable amount of time and after that, well, a look at How I Met Your Dad won’t kill me, right?